i was there for so many years of my life..i heard Gods Word, i knew it,but yet i didnt live it. and even when i did start to live it i wasnt able to take hold of it with my heart but only with my mind. but my mind wont get me to heaven..even satan himself knows Gods Word. it wasnt until i was delivered from demons that bound my life and then filled with the Holy Spirit that i was able to gain heart knowledge