I have lived; breathing; wanting things of others, presence, showboating thinking recogition of doing good is great! I am doing the Lord's work 'as requested by a living body that is dealing with sin each and every day the same as me' but they have titles and can give me the happiness of success by their WORDs - the ONLY ONE that can give too LOVE and RECOGNition is our sweet Jesus and our very living LORD!