God, I thank you for all the beauty in nature that you have created I SING your praises-GRANT me the wisdom of SOLOMON & financial windfall to pay my medical expenses. YOU always provided for me-I trust you to give me just what I need when I need it Help me to discern between wants and needs & heal mentally physically & spiritually I HAVE been tormented by the destructive thoughts and feelings that Satan whispers continually in my ear. HELP me keep the promise I made to my family. FORGIVE me for the attempts that I have made and help others forgive me for the hurt and pain I have caused them. tell me what to do day by day change my life & I am willing to do what work you would require of me SHOW ME YOUR WILL IN JESUS NAME